Did you wish once that you could turn back time? You wish that you can undo the mistakes you did. That you want to have one more chance to do everything right?
Everything was almost perfect. But there came a time that turned my whole world down.
(The Borromeo Field, C.I.L)
Philippine Military Academy is my ultimate dream. When I got a letter from PMA stating that I passed the exams, my happiness that time is so unforgettable. Being a cadet is not easy, but it is where my heart really belongs. I love being a cadet. But in just one snap, it is gone.
Alessa Joy Otiong, ex-cadet. It hurts. Really. A lot. I see my dreams shattering. FAILURE. HOPELESS. Upon leaving the portals of my beloved second home, I was so out out of mind. I don't know what to do. I am thinking not to go home and just work in companies of some successful ex-bugo-bugos (ex-PMAer). But my father insisted that I will go home and continue my studies. After stressful months of trying to move on and to forget with what happened I am now currently a student of APC taking up Accountancy.
(AIRFORCE)
(NAVY)
(ARMY)
An upperclass said, There's a life outside PMA. Your life doesn't stop here".
I am still coping. Straightening my path once again. Looking for reasons why it happened to me. I already surpassed a lot of challenges there. I know my limitations. I learned a lot of things about myself, my weaknesses and strengths. I am not the old me anymore that doesn't have self-confidence. I learned a lot of things in life. One of these is having a Positive Mental Attitude. So now that I am a college student again, I am still applying all the things I learned. As of last term, grades and school related things are beyond fine. I can still meet the deadlines of our non-ending compliance and passing all the quizzes and exams. For now I am focusing on my studies because I am a CPA on the making and this time I will not be a failure. My parents gave me another chance and been supporting me from the start, I don't want them to be disappointed again.
Now my goal is to finish my degree with flying colors ( I hope so), pass the board exams and try to enter the AFP once more.
It was a nice story about what you really want to be in the future but everything seems already gone and all you do is to be more stronger than before.Thanks for sharing some information about you.Hope you stay on who you are to us.
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Your story will make everyone's heart go break into pieces :( I hope even if you are taking Accountancy you'd never give up becoming an AEr. You know my story?I want to be a pilot/aviatrix. I never thought I'd be in the field I don't want to. Accountancy. This course is really far from being a pilot right? But guess what? I choose to take this path knowing I have no place in becoming a pilot. :) I hope you still continue of dreaming and reaching your farthest aspirations in life. Anyway, this blog is really inspiring.
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